TEXT A Jackson Carnegie Library
was on the same street where our house was, on the other side of the State
Capitol. "Through the Capitol" was the way to go to the Library. You could glide
through it on your bicycle or even coast through on roller skates, though
without family permission. I never knew any one who’d grown up
in Jackson without being afraid of Mrs. Calloway, our librarian. She ran the
Library absolutely by herself, from the desk where she sat with her back to the
books and facing the stairs, her dragon eye on the front door, where who knew
what kind of person might come in from the public SILENCE in big black letters
was on signs tacked up everywhere. She herself spoke in her normally commanding
voice; every word could be heard all over the Library above a steady seething
sound coming from her electric fan; it was the only fan in the Library and stood
on her desk, turned directly onto her streaming face. As you
came in from the bright outside, if you were a girl, she sent her strong eyes
down the stairway to test you; if she could see through your skirt, she sent you
straight back home: you could just put on another petticoat if you wanted a book
that badly from the public library. I was willing; I would do anything to
read. My mother was not afraid of Mrs. Calloway. She wished me
to have my own library card to check out books for myself. She took me in to
introduce me and I saw I had met a witch. "Eudora is nine years old and has my
permission to read any book she wants from the shelves, children or adult,"
Mother said. Mrs. Calloway made her own rules about books. You
could not take back a book to the Library on the same day you’d taken it out; it
made no difference to her that you’d read every word in it and needed another to
start. You could take out two books at a time and two only; this applied as long
as you were a child and also for the rest of your life, to my mother as severely
as to me. So two by two, I read library books as fast as I could go, rushing
them home in the basket of my bicycle. From the minute I reached our house, I
started to read. Every book I seized on, from Bunny Brown and His Sister Sue at
Camp Rest-A-While to Twenty Thousand Leagues under the Sea, stood for the
devouring wish to read being instantly granted. I knew this was bliss, knew it
at the time. Taste isn’t nearly so important; it comes in its own time. I wanted
to read immediately. The only fear was that--there would be no more books
left. My mother share this feeling of insatiability. Now, I
remember her reading so much of the time while doing something else. In my
mind’s eye, The Origin of Species is lying on the shelf in the pantry under a
light dusting of flour--my mother was a bread maker; she’d pick it up, sit by
the kitchen window and find her place, with one eye on the oven. I remember her
picking up The Man in Lower Ten, while my hair got dry enough to unroll from a
load of kid curlers trying to make me like my idol, Mary Pick ford. A generation
later, when my brother Walter was away in the Navy and his two little girls
often spent the day in our house, I remember Mother reading the new issue of
Time magazine while taking the part of the Wolf in a game of "Little Red Riding
Hood" with the children. She’d just look up at the right time, long enough to
answer--in character--"The better to eat you with, my dear," and go back to her
place in the war news. What description best fits Mrs. Calloway, as the author perceived her